| Very upset with the way life is right now.
It feels like everyone's moving on fine and i'm stuck in this shithole for the next 7, 8 months.
And if you're gonnna give me the whole talk about how I got myself into this and there's no one to blame, then save it cos i already know that.
I just want it to be easier, you know?
I just want to be..happy. This monotonous life could be the death of me. and i know you guys might tell me otherwise, but i seriously feel left behind in so many ways than one.
and the feeling really is a sucky one.
After all is done, will i still know who you are anymore?Would you know me anymore?
I'll just hope for the best.
(I know i sound like a whiney little bitch, but that's just how i feel right now.) Ok wtv i shouldn't even be on the com. Bye. |
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| Life has a way of taking you by surprise when you least expect it, and in my case, i get all my surprises at one go.
It's like giving me the entire cake when i only asked for a slice, if you get my drift.
And when i say 'surprises', i really mean a bunch of fuckery that arises and i can't seem to get out off.
Dear Lord, please make it stop I don't know how much I can take anymore.
Please.
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| Happiness shouldn't be forced, neither should it be earned. Gone are the days where everything was so simple, or at least it seemed to be.
And why? Because we fuck it up just to see who can survive this rat race.
Sad, but true.
And I hate it.
Gnight.
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| off to tekong for you guys :c 
if i put aside the fact that you guys would suffer from strenuous exercise, cold showers, and sandfly/mosquito bites, i'd say you guys are the luckiest bastards in the world. I wish i could run off and leave all this behind too. SIAN LIFE. (ok i say it too often.) dim sum tomorrow.i've waited too long for this!!! |
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